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[22 Apr 2008|03:47pm] |
I need phone numbers my phone is fucked.............
aight
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[05 Apr 2008|03:11pm] |
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this week has been pretty intense so far, I'm really not looking forward to sitting down in a classroom for hours again though. Oh well summer will be here soon and I can...oh wait I forgot I'm taking summer classes, haha. It'll be worth it in the end. Got a new/old book yesterday called Toxic Sludge is Good For You. So far it seems pretty interesting.
I need to find more books on how to create a cult.
I need to find a job.
I need to find a way to fix my car.
I need to find motivation.
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[29 Mar 2008|02:15pm] |
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SINCE WHEN DID SNAPCASE START SOUNDING LIKE AT THE DRIVE IN? WELL MORE METAL THAN ATDI BUT STILL, HOW THE FUCK DID THAT HAPPEN. CAP LOCKS IS ON APPARENTLY.
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[06 Feb 2008|01:15am] |
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I haven't used Live Journal since October 1st 2006. For some reason I decided to try and log in for the first time since then and oddly enough I remembered my name and password first try. It's pretty interesting to see that people still use livejournal and also to see some of the things I have written in the past. Strange how I thought my deafening urge to move out of this town has always been with me yet for some reason I still remain. Fuck me running.
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[01 Oct 2006|06:42am] |
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I guess you never realize who your real friends are until you realize that you don't honestly have any. I want to lay low for awhile, idk maybe by the time I talk to some of you again I'll be living in some other city or hopefully another state. Mistakes are things that are made once and meant to be forgiven and forgotten not constantly brought up.
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[15 Sep 2006|02:12am] |
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Have you ever spent forever missing something that you once had only to finally have an epiphany and realize that what you have now and other things that you have had all this time are actually more fulfilling and better for you than what you spent so much time missing. Yeah, well I have. I realized tonight that I love the way my life is going, I don't have many friends but the ones I have I keep close and I have found new meaning in the word family. Hopefully this weekend at the beach turns out to be really fun I would hate to get the day off work only to just get drunk on the beach with a bunch of old friends I've neglected over the years.......not.
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[07 Sep 2006|11:03pm] |
Life is good. Other people try to drag me down but I have developed a keen ability to not give a shit. I'm making decent money, a few steps closer to being completely on my own and just loving life. I don't really understand how though, sometimes I get weird because I don't hang out with everyone as much as I used to but then I realize that I don't really have the desire. Not that everyone isn't cool or anything Im just not into the party scene although I am going to the beach next weekend. I need to work extra hard at the mac to earn that cash so I can spend a couple hundred and still put a decent amount in the bank for my first house emergency money. I know that no one is going to read this but thats ok because Im going to just start gathering my thoughts on here rather than informing other people. Im going to use it to keep track of where I am with my goals. I need to stop spending so much fucking money though just putting in a few hundred in the bank every two weeks isn't going to get me where I want to be. I need to find good reliable roommates before I do anything though. I need to study for my sociology test for monday and my earth science quiz tomorrow morning. so far I only have $1,200 in my checking account and $800 in my savings account. but then again it has only been about two months, and I did just spend $750 on car stuff and I'm always driving wasting gas, buying beer, new cloths, food and just random cool shit. so all in all I'm not really doing that badly. I'm tryin to move out by November hopefully my neighbors have wireless internet so I have one less thing to pay for even though this is basically the first time I've been online for a good month or so. If anyones interested in a possibly having a house in November with me leave a comment or something. the rent will be $350 a month and the electric, water, and groceries will be split 3 ways. but it would be for you own bedroom and bathroom in a three bedroom two bathroom decently sized house. aight PEACE.
ohh, I'm trying to start skating and working out alittle again. just thought the one or two people that actually read my garbage should know.
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[02 Aug 2006|11:45am] |
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Yeah, so I'm bankin a lot of cash here now so it will hopefully be no time before I find a good roommate or two and get my house.
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| Ye Ye Nigga what. |
[06 Jul 2006|07:25pm] |
So I don't think I've updated for alittle while now so yeah. I got a job at Macaroni Grill as a servers assistant and I'll be working probably everyday. I need a haircut. I'm getting a haircut. I might have pictures if I'm feeling ultra vain, but I highly doubt it. Ok, well thats about it. Oh well I've been getting drunk and hanging out a lot, if I haven't seen you for awhile its probably because you haven't called for awhile so you should probably fix that. My life is pretty much awesome right now so yeah I'm out.
oh, hey to whom it may concern: "da muthafuckin crew need ta hang out like rull soon aight!"
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[16 Jun 2006|07:11pm] |
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I'm so happy. Life is so sweet right now its disgusting. HAHA nigga, drink drink on the beach here I come......hopefully haha need funds!
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[04 Jun 2006|11:04am] |
Ohh man, my birthday was fucking awesome. I saw people that I haven't seen in forever and had a grand ass time. It definetly wouldn't have been the same without Natasha. Yep well I have no idea how I could be awake this early but I think I was just too excited about today to sleep.
Everyday gets better between us and I thought you were the best from day one. Nothin but up.
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[02 Jun 2006|01:49pm] |
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Yeah. Tomorrow is my birthday so I want people to make it sweet, better than last year although I'm sure it wouldn't take too much because last year sucked ass. WORD!
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[25 May 2006|02:58am] |
So, well I graduated High School finally. Feels good to be out although I know that I'm going to be taking classes at PCC next semester anyways. I got kicked out of my house and I live in Inwood with my dad now, kind of far from all of my friends in Lakeland but its kind of a nice getaway for the time being. I'm soaking up all the time I can with people from my graduating class because they're all going off to do bigger and better things, hopefully I can follow. Sadly my best friend of the past year and a half and I are on noncivil speaking terms but eventually things will blow over I'm sure. Anyways, I want to chill with people that matter pretty soon and I really need to get a job so I can move out and live on my own. I started skating again to help relieve some stress and have some fun while I chill by myself at my dads. I got my cell phone back if anyone wants to call, 944-5482
things will be better in the end for everyone....I swear.
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[14 May 2006|01:57am] |
Love is a flame
A devil's thing
A violent storm
About to be born
Just look in these eyes
See all the lies
All the things you see
You cannot deny
And this flame
That burns inside
If you get too close
Burn you alive
Just look in these eyes
And see if they lie
All these words I speak
You cannot deny
Got a light
Shines on me
Gentle light
It will never be
See the flame
In my hand
If you're playing with fire
You're playing in Hell
I found and lost my muse all in the same day.
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[11 May 2006|02:39am] |
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The past couple nights have been refreshing. I've gained a lot of perspective on my life and the direction I want to go. Feelings may be hurt but thats just the way the cookie crumbles.
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[03 May 2006|06:08pm] |
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Seems as though all my old friends basically suck. Maybe if I smoked weed theyd wanna hang.
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[24 Apr 2006|01:11am] |
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Prom-getting fired from Crispers apparently.
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| Seriously read this and tell me where you stand. |
[20 Apr 2006|11:31pm] |
seriously, is lakeland really that bad? does everyone need to be fucking stoned all the time. I used to hate the people that preached to others about their life choices but this is seriously pissing me off. Its no longer effecting just the people involved, its affecting the people around them too, one of which being me because no one wants to hang out anymore. They all just wanna sit around and smoke weed. what the fuck, seriously Lakeland, one MAJOR reason you suck so bad to live in is because most of the prime aged residents are wasting their fucking days sitting on a sofa getting stoned and giggling like little bitches....or acting gangsta, I don't know what is worse yet. The idea of someone just mindlessly sitting there laughing about nothing, or the idea of some of these little fucking scenester douche bags(which btw used to spend more time on their hair than their girlfriends, who almost always weighed more than them because they were in with the times being cool guy skinny bitches.) acting like they are thug gangster guys now, when fucking no more than 10 minutes ago they were wearing girl pants or actually a few still wear the girl pants. yeah. Just because you change your style from a 45 minute a day hairdue and a well planned out arrangement of girlpants and grindband t's to basketball shorts and white t-shirts does not mean that you are a gangsta you stupid white-bred dumb pieces of shit.
If I'm wrong on the information that I have gathered over the past few months, please correct me. If not, get the fuck off your god damned high horse and agree you trendy piece of always wanna fit in and be the cool kid motherfucker.
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[13 Apr 2006|12:59pm] |
So I need someone to come with me to help me pick out a prom tux to Lookin Good or something. I wanna get a pimp ass suit and look like a white trash pimp or something.
hahah, yeah someone needs to come with me sometime like today or tomorrow.
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| haha, joke/pick up line i made up |
[19 Mar 2006|11:45pm] |
Hey baby, Im hung like Jesus and when im done with you you'll be bleedin like the virgin mary.
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haha, broooooooooo
black man stealing a wallet, how cliche.
drunk with chuck
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